‡記録 ‡vol.25

2010.10 Amman, Jordan

「シャバ」って、語源はサンスクリット語なんだとさ。
「シャバから足を洗う」ってのは、仏教世界で言うところの
一般俗世間に置ける煩悩から抜けること、を指すらしい。

この4,5年というもの、何をしてもうまく行かず
やけくそになって好き放題やりながら、
私利私欲に塗れて欲望のままに振る舞う自分の行動のせいで
たくさんの人たちに迷惑をかけてきたなぁと、
ようやく気付かされた、そんな2010でした。ここで懺悔。

結局、残るのは心底魂分かち合って会話している家族と友のみ。
時間の経過とともに会話の機会も減りゃ、旧友たちとの距離感も
自然と離れていっちまうもんだなと、全ては過ぎ去って行くなと、そんな切なさも実感。

人間世界を生き抜くために、煩悩とうまく付き合って行かなきゃならん。
好き放題やって、シャバの瞬間的な快楽に溺れて来た時分からも
いよいよ足を洗ってちゃんと地に足付けて歩いていくわ。

幸いにも救世主から少しの許しを頂く事が出来たので
楽園を築きあげるために甘えつつも引き続き45歳に向けて精神面の筋トレしよう。

最小単位の家族から、愛すべき友らのファミリーまで
今年も韓国男児はアジアの万事の再統合をミッションに生きるっす。

2011は家族つくってゼロからやり直す。
今年もどんどんチーム作って行くぞ。やってやりましょう。宜しくです。

8 Comments

  1. nozomi

    しゃばは、あたしの口癖でした。身の程知らず。

    お互い迷惑掛けたことも、かけられたこともないと思っていた2010年

    骨は無事にくっつきました

    今年はちゃんと2足歩行でちょっとだけ帰ります
    ということで、なんでも骨まで味わおう2011年

  2. >のんちゃん
    オセアニアからですか?身の程知らずですいません、、
    骨が無事にくっついたとは、君らは無事にくっついたということか
    解釈が難しいので、今度詳細ご説明くださいませ。笑

  3. nozomi

    そうです、大陸ラウンド中 身の程知らずは、私のことです。人の懺悔久々にキタ。
    無邪気にビッグマネーの話に乗っかって、今からブリスベンに移動してくる!!!

  4. nozomi

    おっといい忘れた。
    変わらずいいチームです。

    交互に世界のリングに上がってるんだもの!!キャプテンの抜群の遠隔操作。

    今は、あたしの番。
    帰る場所があるあたし、めっちゃ強い。

  5. >のんちゃん
    帰る場所があるってのは、贅沢なこったい!
    お互い交互にリングにあがって、タフですな。
    体調に気をつけて、今は戦いに専念してくださいませ。笑
    帰ってくるのを待ってますよ〜

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